Confessions of a Pussy Slave

Greetings FemdomU readers,

I have been compelled by both internal and external forces to make a confession and divulge a secret part of my life publicly in this forum. The confession is pretty much already out there elsewhere on the site, so it’s not exactly anything new. And admittedly I was asked if this was something that I wanted to do, to which I replied in the positive. For a person like myself though, who at this stage of my life is fully aware of my submissive tendencies, being asked if interested in doing something when a strong and powerful woman asks, one tends to willingly agree.

With that in mind, I am quite publicly, on my own, admitting not only my complete subjugation to my wife, but also admitting that I willingly gave up all of my power and control to her to rule me and do as she sees fit, but also willingly became her property as well. Actually, that is not entirely true. I, in fact, became Her Pussy’s Property. I, a grown man, am fully owned in every way by what is located between my wife’s legs.

My biggest regret in my life is that we didn’t come to this arrangement so much sooner. If you’ve read the interview that we did, you already know that coming to that arrangement more quickly probably wasn’t in the cards. I was pretty sure I was a submissive, but my wife was not ready to be dominant in the relationship. But the fun we could’ve had if that were the case. And it makes me sad to think of all the years missed of orally worshiping that pussy, watching my wife squirm with me between her legs, lapping up her juices, and making her cum until she’s had her fill as a proper husband does.

Be that as it may, life happens the way that it does for a reason. I don’t know the reasons in our case, but I’m sure, despite what appears to be lost pussy-worshiping years was for a higher purpose I may one day understand. In the meantime, I am making the best of all the years we have left together to serve my Wife the way a proper husband should.

While I don’t do all the chores (mostly done by the kids), I take care of everything else, unless my Wife does those things by choice (she loves to cook suppers). I happily eat her pussy on demand and see to it that every morning and every night, ask if she requires my service. With that in mind, I admittedly love when she denies my orgasms. It took some training on our part, but I have learned long ago to appreciate when she does not let me cum for long periods of time. I find that my interest in satisfying her increases the longer I go without my own orgasms, loving the extra intensity I can put into her pleasure.

Not to mention, she loves the fact that she has a properly trained husband who knows to say “no, Goddess” when asked if I want to cum, even while she is thoroughly pleasuring me with her mouth, tempting me with everything she has to try to get me to cave into that need. I can happily say that it’s been years since I’ve said yes or humiliatingly begged to have HER balls drained.

That’s not to say I don’t get to cum. More often than I probably should be allowed, when Goddess has cum at least twice orally, she wants to feel me inside her, especially as I am almost always wearing a (new and heavier) metal ball stretcher, which she loves to feel smacking into her as HER balls crash into her with each thrust until I have the honor of finally unloading.

Our is not the typical D/s relationship though. While it is extreme in some ways, and ultimately she is unquestioningly the Boss and will put her foot down when necessary, she still lets me be my own man and make my own decisions. She gives me this autonomy because she also understands that I will not act in a way that I know she would not approve of. I also know that I will be punished if I don’t live up to her expectations.

Her dominance of me is almost never on public display (with the rare occasion like when she orders my meals at restaurants), and never in front of the kids. I have mentioned wearing a ball stretching ring (with the new one weighing just shy of 1lb) which we both love. The constant pulling on HER balls is an ongoing reminder of my obedience to Her, keeps that sensitive area even more sensitive as everything is held nice and tight, as well as it is an ongoing humiliation and emasculation, of these once proud balls, now the property of my Wife, and permanently locked and imprisoned as per her orders.

I have recommended a male chastity cage, and we have tried a couple, but they haven’t worked as promised. My wife hasn’t really expressed that much of an interest in getting our next one (already picked out), as she is extremely pleased with the new ring (in place as I type this). Earlier today I managed to get both rings locked on, but sadly that is going to take some getting used to. She is currently out, but I will put the second one on just so she can see what it looks like until I can wear both on a permanent basis.

I love also being my Wife’s financial slave, with my paychecks going into my account every Thursday morning, which she drains upon waking up by transferring the new balance to her account. That usually makes Her feel a little more powerful and usually resulting in an increase likelihood of being between her legs and doing what needs to be done.

I am a male, and I couldn’t be happier that I belong to my Superior Wife, serve and worship her as she deserves, and on occasion, demands, and accepts Her taking this to the next level she’d like to take it to, whatever that may entail.

Sincerely,
Pussy Slave