week two with poodles is testing my soul
by duckie | Jan 11, 2026 |
another full week with poodles shadowing me, and wow, this boy is a challenge. i am honestly trying to do right by Madam and train him properly, but some days feel like i am herding chaos.
first incident this week was laundry. i had poodles folding Madam’s things, which should be calm, quiet, and respectful work. i came back to check on him and found him sniffing her panties and with a fucking hardon. full distraction. no shame. no awareness that this was absolutely not the assignment. i shut that down immediately and sent him away to cool off. yes, desire happens, but discipline comes first. apparently this lesson needs repeating.
then there were the dogs. i sent him out to walk them, thinking fresh air might help him focus. somehow he managed to lose one. just gone. i was already preparing myself to explain this disaster to Madam when the dog came trotting back to me like nothing happened. poodles looked like he was about to cry. i made him sit, breathe, and listen very carefully while i explained responsibility.
later, i put him on dungeon cleanup duty while one of Madam’s friends was moving through the space with a house sub. basic inspection afterward revealed a huge pile of cum still left on one of the mats. just sitting there. obvious. i stared at it, then stared at poodles. he stared back like maybe i would not notice. i noticed.
training is messy. it is frustrating. it is also very revealing. Madam is watching all of this quietly, and i know she is learning exactly what kind of boy poodles is going to become. right now, he has a long way to go.
duckie will keep correcting, explaining, and modeling what proper service looks like. even if it takes every ounce of patience i have left.
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