As a thank you for the work, effort and time that Mizz Geena and the other Domme’s went through to complete and contribute each induvial report card for the volunteers I felt obligated to reflect mainly on April but in general… so here goes!

Firstly wanting to add that these report cards are something new for us all I believe. They were totally unexpected but a pleasant surprise. We each joined here as a volunteer to help in one way or another and speaking for myself I certainly had no expectations on what I would get back out of it for me, either through learning or from my interactions with the Domme’s.

Reflecting on April as my first full month I have found it to be both testing and rewarding, I think even a few blushing moments that I’ve shared with Mizz Geena. I have been gently pushed to trying new things and stretching my limits but as quite a body conscious sub I received some amazing encouragement along the way, I’m starting to be open to the idea to accepting positive feedback and embrace me for being as I am – or trying to. Special call out to Duckie’s recent post which has also helped with this change of mindset.

Core performance thankfully I had no areas marked as needing improvement or more critically as a fail, and despite managing to smash my good boy points from March, I did still manage to pick up some of those bad boy points too. These can come in a few forms some are where we are caught out with a simple tight turn around task or inspection, or in one of my cases I spent too long working out a task and how I wanted to complete it that rather than requesting an extension I let it go past deadline – a reminder that safe words are just that. Words that should be used as the need rises not just when it’s getting too much.

I have also been wanting and willing to help, be this testing new procedures and protocols, ensuring that if feedback has been requested, I continue to be open, honest and direct in this, then generally being open to taking advantage of any opportunity that comes along where I can be helpful and try to try and express my thanks along the way.

Lastly without going into the detail on the Domme comments or calling favour on one over another. Thank you all for the kind, supportive words. I’m glad that I am being noticed in a good way, I feel that my aim of ensuring I’m engaging, being respectful and to be me is coming through in these opportunities and I felt was reflected in the Domme’s feedback, and quite possibly a blushing moment for sure when reading one or two of them! So again, thank you.

Hopefully I can continue this into May and can continue to hold my head high as a proud sub representing Mizz Geena and the rest of the team.

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