once a month, i have a very specific responsibility for the magazine. i take the physical manifestation of all the punishment marks earned by our subs and volunteers and receive them myself during a formal punishment ceremony. it is exactly what it sounds like. the numbers add up, and my body becomes the ledger.

the subs do have a choice. they can take their own punishment lashings and reduce my total. most do. and right now, we have more volunteer subs than ever before, which means my number is… a lot. like, a fuckton. it makes sense mathematically, but my ass does not care about math. truth is, my ass has always been really bad at math.

this month got extra spicy for one very annoying reason. one sub was set up for special training with Mizz Geena. time, effort, planning, attention. and then he vanished. ghosted. disappeared. guess what happens when someone wastes that kind of effort? yeah. forty-five lashings land on my poor body just for that.

so here we are.

madam has already told me the plan. it will be a small event this saturday, held right here at her estate. the main dungeon is finally fully set up, so that is where it will happen. secretary will be there. cook will be there. a few other guests as well. and apparently our benefactor, the owner of this incredible place, wants to attend too. i am not going to lie, that part makes me a little nervous. he seemed very excited about watching me take my punishment, and i am still trying to figure out what i ever did to him.

madam has warned me what to expect. there will be flogging. there will be paddling. there will be a lot of time with the cane. she told me very clearly that she will be working both sides of my body, and that some of the punishment will be directed to duckie’s poor cock. on top of everyone else’s marks, i also earned my own last month, so i am paying for that too.

the plan is for me to write an update afterward. let you all know i am okay and share what i can about how it went.

and boys, if you are reading this, please do your punishment reports. every single one lowers my total. right now we are looking at well over a thousand lashings. i am strong, but even i have limits.

this duckie is bracing himself.

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