my last moment with madam
by duckie | Mar 19, 2025 |
this morning, madam flew out, and just like that, she’s gone. i won’t see her again until i meet up with her next month, and right now, that feels like a lifetime away.
last night, she had me stay in her room with her. it was a very special time, something i’ll hold onto while i wait to be at her feet again. and this morning, she actually woke me up with an early morning surprise—she ordered breakfast from postmates! sure, i had to run out to the front gate to grab it because the damn movers busted the opening mechanism yesterday, but still. i got to crawl back into bed with her and have breakfast in bed — in her bed —something she never allows. but she made an exception this time. maybe because she won’t ever sleep in this bed again. maybe because she knew i needed this moment.
the rest of the morning was a whirlwind of packing, making sure she had everything, and getting her to the airport on time. i did what i always do—focused on the task, made sure everything was perfect for her. but now that she’s gone?
i think my heart is breaking.
You are a big boy, duckie. Focus on the task at hand and before you know it you’ll be reconnecting with Nora.