As part of one of my protocols with Mizz Geena I’m task with thinking of a sentence as a statement to show my devotion. Her request was for me to pick one of these, share it and expand on it.

So this is my attempt at that…

“To my wife, I serve with devotion, honour and love. To my Domme, I submit, obey and in her grasp I am remade “

Now I was torn between this and at least 2 others so maybe I can sneak those into this part without Mizz Geena spotting, we’ll see?

I picked this one out as it calls out to me perhaps bridging two worlds but making sure I remember why I’m here first and foremost – which is to be a better submissive for my wife, whom one day may see the changes, maybe feel them and hopefully is even empowered to take control. In part I fear this day (I’m sure I offered myself to one of the Dommes, when that day does happen and I’d be positioned under an aptly placed quote – which happens to be right under the dining room table waiting to be taken!), but the rush alone felt from thinking it would be more than worth it even if I was held (figuratively and literally) to my promise.

So, with this I push forward, I keep saying ‘Yes!’ to these tasks, to challenge myself, I want to take each one as a way to improve, to learn something, to do a good job and let’s be honest a couple of ‘Good boy’ comments along the way just makes me want to push on and obey the next. So: ‘to my Domme whomever this is, I will submit, I will obey, and I will be shaped into a better version of me’.

Don’t get me wrong, there is some self-conflict here. Shouldn’t my wife know? How do I do this without her involvement? I’ll be honest I’ve needed a way to channel what I’ve known for a while, that I’m submissive. So that energy needs to be focused somewhere so why not here?

My hope that by volunteering here, submitting and obeying not just to Mizz Geena but to any Domme that asks. I can strengthen my state of mine around this, be better tuned to focusing my non-work time on submission and service – for her. I also keep tuned to how I can try and make things easier for her in the day to day, or how to improve during those moments of intimacy that with children in the house and no readily available childcare is a rarity. So ‘to my wife, I am devoted to you, to serving your needs, to honour you in my actions, with all my love’.

Now don’t get me wrong, she is aware of somethings, but I understand and respect that this most of the content on this site is out of her comfort zone, I understand and accept that we may never be a dom/sub relationship which I love reading about so much on here.

But in a need to start somewhere and accept that now being in my 40’s rather than taking that as an excuse for a midlife crisis and I’ve accepted who I am, feeling empowered by one of Miss Jessica’s recent posts and have realised that although I maybe little older that some here maybe younger than others age is just a number and it doesn’t hinder one’s ability to serve. It simply shapes the way that devotion and submission manifest.

So, I submitted here, I’ve handed control to the conclave here who’s order is only superseded by that of my wife, and I need to be better, do better for me and for them.

Eleven

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