Alright my lovelies, tomorrow is April 12, and the stars are serving us a double-dose of divine feminine energy. We’ve got the Full Moon in Libra—all about relationship dynamics—and at the same time, Venus stations direct in Pisces, finally clearing the fog that’s been clouding intimacy and desire.
This combo? It’s deep, emotional, and charged with truth. Expect revelations. Expect shifts. Expect to feel everything—but most importantly, expect to act with unwavering authority.
Let’s break it down:
Full Moon in Libra – Brings relationship truths to the surface. What’s working? What’s not? Who still deserves to kneel at your feet?
Venus Direct in Pisces – Restores clarity to our erotic power, our romantic pull, and our inner magnetism. You’re back in control—not just of your subs, but of how you radiate sensual authority.
What I’m doing:
Tomorrow night, I’ll be hosting a private moonlit ritual at the farm. Just me and a select few—my most loyal, long-term worshippers. We’ll begin with silence, then move into candlelit affirmations where each of them will recommit their service to me. For one of them, there will be a new collar.
I’m also releasing two submissives who’ve drifted—nothing dramatic, just a clean, final goodbye. They had their moment, but this Full Moon is about refining the circle. Only those who strengthen my energy remain.
And personally? I’m leaning into the return of Venus. I’ve felt the confusion lift—I know what I want, who I want, and exactly how I want to be worshipped. Every command I give tomorrow will be laced with intention, sensuality, and power.
For my fellow Dommes:
Use tomorrow to reassess your stable. Who still belongs at your feet? Who’s grown lax or taken your presence for granted? Tighten your circle. Deepen the bonds with those who’ve proven themselves. You may feel emotional—don’t let it shake you. Let it fuel your clarity.
And for you subs:
If you’re lucky enough to be kept, this is the time to prove why. Expect intensity. Expect ceremony. Expect to be reminded how small you are beneath her gaze—and how beautiful it is to be chosen.
Tomorrow, the Moon reveals. Venus refines. And the divine feminine reclaims her sensual throne. Get ready.
Jfc.
I’ve had an interesting last 72 hours, but especially 12!! and this post just takes the 🎂 of some of the 🤯 💩 that’s been going on in the last 10 hours!!
Admittedly; I’m high—and horny 😏—af. Laying naked in bed, enjoying the sunrise and glistening lights of Salt Lake City, aka “SL,UT” 😈
I’m not shitting you, I saw a shooting star shortly after waking up! And I hadn’t taken a hit for ~5/6 hrs, so 80 sober? The thing is, the last time I saw a shooting star outside of a meteor shower (love my Perseid’s meteor shower ☄️🤓) was last summer when I took a magic 🍄 trip before bed and couldn’t sleep (that’s another story as to why I took them so late) but Mother Moon called to me to “bathe naked in [Her] moonlight”, and lil’ queer exmormon did just that. And her wisdom, guidance and assurance on my manhood bubbling life concerns, whilst reclining, airing out my nether regions 😜 in my zero gravity chair. After a bit, I began to make my way inside and thought, I should go back to thank Her for calling to me and for Her wisdom.
And ya’all. I am not shitting you!! THE BIGGEST AND BEST shooting star I’ve ever seen (and likely will see, and I’m content and fully grateful!!🥹🩷 No idea to whom or what… the universe? the simulation?? It mattereth not!! I disgressseth from my point!! 🧐)
Life has really been 🌧️ lately (rise of fascism, fall of capitalism is always a rough go, innit?), and this time of year is especially difficult for me. So, in my white girl privilege, I booked myself a staycation and a nice-ish hotel, tossed my dusty sex toys in my travel bag, grabbed some toy cleaner and came to enjoy some alone time. Something I never saw my mother do. I’ve been reading femdom smut, scouring reddit for the most deprave images, gifs and vids [not too deprave, some things I hit back bc I didn’t understand what unhinged rabbit hole I’d started to go down, and had to hit back so fast. Some of you need serious therapy! Yikes on so many bikes!]. Ya’all need to get some help, fr fr! But I cleaned off my toys, and started sexting with online strangers, men 10-15 years my junior {really living up to my Alma mater mascot! Go Cougs!! 😼} who were my willing virtual fuck toys, and finally giving myself fucking permission to really masterbate and really start to become familiar with my own body (🖕🏻Mormon purity culture for not allowing me. I’m 42,? 41? Either way, I can’t get off when I’m alone bc I shut it down as a Mormon teen.. gunna meet w a new therapist in the next few weeks (also exmo!) who helps with sex purity recovery stuff in addition to a plethora of my other specialties that I need help with.
Anyway, this morning, I gave myself permission to start chasing some dreams that voices/parts in my head were telling me I couldn’t pursue for a variety of reasons but I’m fucking done! {well, I’m gunna try to be done, it’ll take time to unlearn 4 decades of people pleasing habits}. And one of those pursuits is that I want to really explore, experiment and embrace my dominant side. And it’ll help build confidence need in other facets to pursue my other dreams and goals. And they’re quite ambitious!
I’m so fucking stoked though bc I think—I hope, I fucking pray to Lillith, Hecate, Ruth Bader Ginsberg, Harriet Tubman, Deborah Sampson (look her up, she’s a badass bitch!)—I think I found my people! My crew! {and if you’re wondering why I brought up Harriet and Deborah, they’ve won my mind lately. Bc I *do* believe in slavery—as long as it’s consensual!
I wanna collab. And, partly share my story (it’s kinda wild I’m realizing as I’m prepping my therapy ppt. I’ve got some stuff for great content!! Just might need help with my drafts 🥴). How can we connect??
I have some wildly ambitious ideas about how to overthrow the patriarchy! To dominate it 😈😈. Or at least do something to imparted the trajectory of humanity for our daughters and sons 🫶🏻
~It’s Brittany, Bitch (idk, that’s more my schtick, still working on branding lolol)
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