October is going to be different for me.

I’ve decided to take on a full month of chastity. On October 1st, I’ll put my cage on when I wake up, and my goal is to stay locked for the entire month under my Mistress’s direction.

For me, this is a much bigger challenge than simply wearing a cage. I haven’t spent a huge amount of time locked before, so committing to 30 days is going to test my patience, discipline, and ability to follow through when things get difficult.

One of the reasons I’m interested in chastity is the feeling of giving up control. Normally, I decide when I want something and when I want to act on it. Being locked changes that. My choices become much more limited, and I have to learn to accept that instead of constantly thinking about when I can have control back.

This month is also about focus. I’m dealing with job interviews and other responsibilities, and I want to use Locktober as a way to become more disciplined in those areas too. I want the cage to be a reminder that I made a commitment and that I need to follow through with it.

I’m also interested in seeing what 30 days will teach me about myself. Will I become more patient? Will I think differently about control and submission? Will I find that the hardest part is actually the mental side of being locked?

I’m giving myself the month to find out.

My goal is simple: stay locked, stay accountable, complete my assignments, keep up with my daily check-ins, and follow my Mistress’s instructions.
Thirty days is a long time for me, but that is exactly why I wanted to take on this challenge.

October starts now. Time to prove that I can do it.