It feels strange, but good, to say this: I’m back with my girlfriend. After everything that’s happened, she’s taken me back—and not just as a partner, but as her submissive. That shift has brought a real sense of balance back to my private life. And now, more than ever, I’m determined to keep my personal service and my professional responsibilities in sync, not at odds.
From now on, I’ll be drawing directly from my real experiences for my posts here. That means honest, grounded writing about what it’s like to live day to day as a man in chastity, as a cuckold, and as someone who is cared for deeply—but on someone else’s terms. I’ve got expectations to meet, and I plan to hit every one of them.
Here’s the twist.
Madam Nora and my girlfriend have been talking. A lot. More than I realized. Apparently, they’ve gotten to really like each other, and they’ve decided that coordinating my submission might be the best way to improve my overall behavior, output, and obedience.
I’ve been given pieces of the plan. I know there will be rules I have to follow in both spaces. I know that my work for the Magazine will now be held to even higher standards, because it reflects on both of them. And I know that when I fail, they’ll both know. That’s intimidating—but also comforting.
I’m grateful. Honestly, I’m lucky. Lucky that these two powerful women care enough to shape me. To hold me to account. To challenge me to do better. I’m in my cage, I’m in my place, and I’m exactly where I belong.
Make sure you treasure how special your position is Levi, in effect you have 2 dommes, Madam Nora who can help oversee both yourself and your girlfriend, both of which will love you and all that you are. Madam Nora can also be that guilding hand to both of you, or a stern hand of punishment if the situation requied.
Let whats happened these last few weeks just be a reflection of who you were, and just a milestone on the journey to where you are today. Keep moving forward, all that matters is today and the future.
Keep your head held high (or perhaps down might be better a phrase), you have not one amazing woman who wants to go on this journey but two, and as much as this might be about serving both of them, this is who you are, what you need too.
Hey dude – that eleven has good advice.
I’ll take it just a step further – don’t fuck it up! I know you tend to get in your own way – just don’t. Both of these Women are amazing – I of course know Madam Nora and I was recently introduced to your girlfriend. If they are teaming up, that is both an exhilarating and somewhat frightening reality. Enjoy, serve, and take the opportunity to grow.
Reading your post I have say I see a strong determination in you levi. You can do it. I’ll second Mr. sub, excellent advice from eleven.