The reason i am posting is because of my pathetic behavior. My inability to control myself is truly unacceptable. Having signed an orgasm contract it appears that i am still unable to keep my hand off her cock. i behave like a 16 year old always touching myself. I orgasmed with out permission and along with other transgressions i was to receive 20 smacks. It was decided to assign my punishment to two of my pack mates. In less than 10 minutes i had chose the two to receive the smacks. I felt terrible to select anyone.
Mizz Geena decided to assign the 20 smacks to thing 2 because of other circumstances. i know what i am in a word it’s pathetic . My behavior is appalling  and I am determined to rectify the situation immediately.