What an event last night! Huge thanks to Madam Nora for letting me observe remotely—I hope everyone enjoyed my live coverage: Read Here.
I made a lot of jokes about duckie going in, but the truth? He’s like a brother to me, and my emotions were all over the place watching it unfold. It was humbling. It was brutal. And when he took my punishments for me? That was… painful.
But damn, I was proud of him. The way he held up, kept his composure—took it all without breaking. I’ll never forget the relief that hit me when he finally got to “75 for Levi, Thank you, Madam.” That was it. That was the last one transferred from my total.
And yeah, I’ve been fucking up. I know it. But I also know I’m committed to doing better—because I don’t want duckie taking lashings for my mistakes.
One thing’s for sure: I could never take what he took. I rib the guy a lot, but I’ll say it outright—he takes pain like no other man I know.
I just cant imagine all those lashings at one time! I’ll take ownership for all my mistakes.