I used to think submission was just about sex. About getting off on being controlled, humiliated, used. And yeah, I still love all that. But being part of FemdomU showed me something deeper. That submission isn’t just what I do, it’s who I am – in the ways I listen, obey, serve, and even create.
This Magazine broke me open in ways I didn’t expect. When I first showed up, I thought I was just going to jerk off to some Domme stories and maybe get yelled at in a fun way. Instead, I ended up accountable to real women who actually expected something from me. Work. Words. Vulnerability. Obedience.
Writing here forced me to confront the parts of myself I usually hide. The pathetic, the needy, the desperate-to-please. But also, it made me discover I’m capable of honesty. Of insight. Of making people laugh even when I’m naked, ashamed, and aching.
Being a submissive at FemdomU is different. I’m not just a hole. I’m not just a toy. I’m part of something bigger. And that matters.
I used to think I wanted to be owned. Now, I know I want to be worthy of being owned.
This place didn’t just give me tasks or orgasms or punishments. It gave me purpose. It gave me a mirror. And I’m still learning to face what I see.
This is a great piece of reflection Levi, I’m sure we’ve all presumed at one point or another what Femdom, submissiveness and all the things in between are.
And you are correctly describing what it should actually be, it isn’t pick and choose ignoring the rest.
It’s going all in, committing yourself in full, only by doing this and not attempting to steer or affect the outcome you can’t just say you are ready, you have to show you are ready, that you have proven it too.
Also to place your entire trust in your domme, trust in them and trust the process as they say, I just read the other subs posts here and hope that I get to experience some of the things you all write about.
Thanks for sharing.
Thanks – yeah, going all in is what I have to do. Kinda thought I had before, but realized I was playing more on the surface – enjoying the fun stuff but not fully living up to my potential to be of service. All changes now!