This is not the post I wanted to write. But it’s the one I owe.

I failed. I missed deadlines. I disappeared. I let work pile up, let communication fall apart, and let down the people who trusted me to show up. Not just once, but consistently. I broke the rhythm that keeps FemdomU Magazine running smoothly.

At first, I told myself it wasn’t that bad. A late post here, a missed task there. But it adds up fast. And while excuses were easy to find, like stress, depression, or life chaos, the truth is simple: I didn’t deliver.

And I care. I care a lot.

FemdomU isn’t just some gig to me. It’s where I found a voice. Where I got to contribute to something bigger than myself. It’s where I felt seen, understood, and challenged. This is the only space where I’ve ever been held to high standards and given the chance to rise to them.

I care because I don’t want to be a flake in a world full of them. I care because the Dommes here gave me structure, opportunity, and attention I didn’t think I deserved. And I want to earn that attention, not just soak in it.

I care because this place makes me want to be better.

This post is me owning my failure. The next ones will be me proving I can grow from it.

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