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The End of Summer, The Beginning of a Bond: A Farewell to Ethan, my Summer Femdom Intern Sub

This is the final entry of a 5-piece series “The Summer Submissive Internship.” You can read part 1 here.

As I sit down to write this, it’s the day after Labor Day, and the estate feels strangely quiet. Ethan left very early this morning to catch a flight home. Even though he won’t return to college until later this month, I’m leaving my summer estate today as well. It was hard this year, but I was determined to continue my tradition of ending my summer with Labor Day.

I’m still processing how quickly the summer flew by. It seems like just yesterday that he arrived, wide-eyed and eager to serve. Time has a way of slipping through your fingers, especially when you’re not ready to say goodbye. I don’t often get emotional—I’m usually the picture of composure—but when we shared our final farewell, I did shed a tear. Perhaps it was the realization that our time together had come to an end, or maybe it was simply the connection we formed over the summer. Either way, it’s not easy to let go of someone who’s been such an integral part of my life, even for a short time.

My Little Dino Boy

Despite Ethan’s academic focus not being on paleontology, I discovered early on that he had a lifelong love of dinosaurs. It was one of those endearing quirks that made him even more special. So, I arranged a little surprise for him—a behind-the-scenes tour at the Museum of Natural History, courtesy of a dear friend who works in the fossil restoration department. Watching his eyes light up as he got to see the intricate process of restoring dinosaur bones was a highlight of our summer.

But I didn’t stop there. To make him feel at home, I decorated his sleeping space with dinosaur stickers and even added a couple of stuffed dinosaurs to keep him company at night. It was a small gesture, but one that brought him immense joy. He may be a grown man, but I loved seeing the childlike excitement in his eyes whenever he talked about his “dinos.”

His Future

One of the most important aspects of being my intern is the opportunity to tap into my extensive network. I’ve always believed in setting up my interns for success, and Ethan was no exception. During the final month of his internship, I introduced him to three CEOs who are leaders in the industry related to his field of study. Not only did he make a strong impression, but he’s as good as guaranteed an internship with any of them next summer—on my recommendation, of course. I have no doubt that his future is bright, and I’m proud to have played a role in helping him make these connections.

Saying His Goodbyes

In the last couple of days on the estate, I made sure Ethan had the opportunity to say his goodbyes and thank yous to each member of the staff. Naturally, this meant one final session with each woman, where they had their way with him. But it wasn’t just about the physical; it was about showing appreciation for all they had done for him throughout the summer.

One of the more unique farewells was to our towel boy—a 42-year-old man whose sole job is to clean up after any sexual activity on the estate. Ethan had made plenty of messes over the summer, and it was only fitting that he show his gratitude in a special way. For the first time, I had Ethan give the towel boy a blowjob. I could tell he hated it, but he did it without complaint, knowing it was what I expected of him. His willingness to push through his discomfort for my sake only reinforced how far he had come in his submission.

I Protected Ethan

Throughout the summer, I was careful to protect Ethan’s privacy and identity. While there are photos and videos from our time together, none of them show his face or any identifying features. It’s important to me that he has the freedom to pursue whatever future he desires, whether that includes continuing in the BDSM community or keeping his submission private. I’ve ensured that nothing from his time here will hinder his professional or personal life, and I take great pride in knowing that I’ve safeguarded his future.

The Minor Exception to My Policy of His Body Not Sustaining Any Permanent Changes

I don’t offer this to every intern, but Ethan is special. As our summer together drew to a close, I made him a unique offer—he could choose to have a small tattoo, a “branding,” in a very private area of his body. It’s a tiny design, no bigger than a dime, and the specifics are a private matter between us. But the meaning behind it is clear: no matter where life takes him, he will always have a place here, kneeling before me. It’s a symbol of the bond we’ve forged and the home he will always have with me, should he ever need it. I told him to take his time and think about it. He took ten seconds before agreeing, a decision that filled me with pride.

Our Labor Day Finale

Labor Day marked one of the biggest parties of the season and our official farewell to summer. This time, however, instead of having Ethan serve my guests, I kept him by my side the entire day. I’ve grown quite fond of the young man; he came to me rough around the edges but with a passion that I knew could be harnessed. Over the months, he evolved into a mature, obedient, and attentive submissive—a transformation that has been a joy to witness. As we spent that final day together, I reflected on how much he had grown and how much I would miss his presence.

The party was grand, but for me, the most memorable part was having Ethan with me, knowing that he had become exactly what I had hoped for when he first arrived. As he drove away this morning, I knew that while our time together had ended, the impact we had on each other would last a lifetime. Until next summer, my dear Ethan.

Ethan’s Final Assignment: His Essay

I gave Ethan one final assignment: to write an essay on the lessons he learned during his summer as my intern submissive. In hindsight, I should have set some guidelines, because Ethan took this task far further than I had intended. What he turned in was nothing short of a term paper—meticulously detailed, filled with everything he had learned, accomplished, and even his regrets. It was exhaustive, packed with so much information that I still haven’t made it through the entire thing! I suspect it will be perfect reading material during the cold months of winter, offering me a bit of warmth and nostalgia as I go through it at a slower pace.

After receiving his extensive essay, I asked him to provide a condensed version and submit it as a letter to the FemdomU Forum. As expected, my good boy executed this perfectly. Not only did he craft a concise and heartfelt letter, but he also surprised me with a beautiful poem. I was so impressed that I had him upload an audio version with his letter.

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About The Author

Amanda

Amanda Hawthorne is a successful entrepreneur and lifestyle enthusiast with a passion for female empowerment and dominance. Following her divorce, Amanda embraced a lifestyle of control and authority, inspired by her close friend and professional Dominatrix, Nora Sinclair. Each summer, she carefully selects a young male intern to assist her, blending mentorship with a unique power dynamic. Amanda's experiences and insights into this unconventional arrangement have captivated readers, making her a prominent voice in FemdomU Magazine.

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