madam finally took control back of poodles. i did not even realize how tightly wound i had been until she told me. all the correcting, watching, fixing mistakes, trying to keep him from embarrassing himself or the house. it had been building up in me without me...

With Cody at the office more than ever, our time together has become precious and limited. That reality pushed me to be creative with my own routines. Ben has stepped into a new role as my exercise partner, and I have been spending much more time in the home gym...

One of Annie’s strap-ons is designed to be worn on her thigh, and it completely changes the energy of a session. It feels slower, closer, and far more personal than anything where she’s standing over me. She sits in a chair, steady and relaxed, and I climb onto her...

another full week with poodles shadowing me, and wow, this boy is a challenge. i am honestly trying to do right by Madam and train him properly, but some days feel like i am herding chaos. first incident this week was laundry. i had poodles folding Madam’s things,...

I usually take my time getting ready. I primp, I clean, I shave. An hour isn’t unusual when I’m preparing for a date. I like polish. I like intention. I like knowing I’ve put myself together exactly the way I want to be seen and touched. But then there’s Dan. Dan...

Annie’s friend reached out and asked if I could help her with something. It sounded innocent enough. She needed a couch moved. Heavy, awkward, definitely a two-person job. I showed up ready to be useful, because that is how I’ve been trained. We got the couch where...