punishment day
by duckie | May 9, 2025 |
so today is the day. my punishment ceremony for the April Magazine sub mistakes.
yeah, everyone fucks up, and duckie gets fucked up.
honestly, i’m kinda looking forward to it.
Mizz Geena told me all the other boys have already taken their lashings, so my count has been reduced. that helps a little. but unlike other months, she said she can’t give me the number. Madam doesn’t want me to know ahead of time.
and that usually means one thing. duckie is going to be screaming tonight. and i’m a big enough boy to admit it… there will be tears.
but it’s okay.
Jessica is arriving later this afternoon. i didn’t know she was going to make it to this one, so that’s a nice surprise. i look forward to her aftercare almost as much as i look forward to the punishment itself!
also, apparently Madam brought in someone to write an account of the ceremony. i think that’s a good idea. Levi live blogged one before, and i’ve been assigned to write about mine after the fact, but once i go into subspace, i can barely remember anything.
so it makes sense to have someone else document it. i think the article will go up tomorrow.
until then, wish me luck. duckie’s going under.
I look forward to recaps. Perhaps I’ll again be as motivated (and further my Dommes’ motivations) to adapt Madam’s approach and techniques to My / Our relationships.
It is such a rush.
And, must say, I think our boys may be looking forward to it too.
The coming CFNM hike (2nd edition) will provide an opportunity to introduce a few fresh faces to it too.
Mistress Meghan – sorry for not responding sooner – been offline.
so the guy Madam hired to write is sort of a little wuss. he had to leave the room at one point. but he told me i will have his finished copy this afternoon – was supposed to have it next day – and then hopefully it can go live.
it was really intense and included getting double-pegged, whipped, and a guest that provided some extra humiliation for me.
really-loved it all
I can’t tell if you are worried are looking forward to this from your writing. So maybe I’ll go safe and say hope it goes well!
prob a little of both – always that anxious anticipation when you don’t know what’s happening, just that you are going to be center of attention. i always make it through, and like everything Madam creates, this was an amazing session!
duckie, I don’t see how you can all those lashes. You are definitely a better sub than me!
I know it’s going to be painful and I’m sure you’re going to enjoy it but I hope you are able to get into the back of your mind, completely let go and find your subspace. Wishing you luck!
thanks man – totally did!