Yeah, I Screwed Up
So I've been a bad boy. Not "forgot to take out the trash" bad. Not "missed one deadline" bad....
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Levi’s path into the depths of submission began as a whispered secret within his soul, a truth he embraced long before he could articulate its significance. From his earliest inklings, he knew his path would be one of service and devotion. He recalls his first experience with a dominant female was in Kindergarten, being bullied by a girl in the first grade – and liking it! His first sexual experience with a dominant female happened in high school, and throughout his college years, Levi delved deep into the recesses of his desires, seeking understanding and fulfillment in the embrace of dominance and submission.
It was during his collegiate odyssey that Levi’s true quest began: the search for a mistress to whom he could surrender entirely. After years of soul-searching and longing, his path finally intersected with destiny, leading him into the loving embrace of the woman who would become his Mistress and Keyholder. Engaged to the love of his life, Levi found sanctuary and solace in her arms, a haven of love and submission that he had long yearned for.
As a full-time service submissive, Levi’s devotion to his Mistress transcends mere words, manifesting in every action he undertakes. Owned and collared, Levi’s primary responsibility lies in tending to his Mistress’s needs, ensuring that her every whim is met with unwavering dedication. From the crack of dawn until the dead of night, Levi’s hands are tirelessly at work, keeping their home immaculate, tending to laundry, cooking sumptuous meals, and attending to any task his Mistress deems fit. His role as a service submissive is not just a duty; it’s a sacred calling, a testament to his unwavering commitment to her well-being and happiness.
Levi’s passion for the dynamics of dominance and submission extends beyond the confines of his personal life, permeating his professional endeavors. His journey into the world of Femdom was further fueled by his Mistress’s accolade of Madam Nora Sinclair. Through her connections, Levi found himself contributing to FemdomU Magazine, where he now works part-time under her approving gaze. While his Mistress graciously allows him this outlet, his foremost responsibilities lie in serving her needs, ensuring that his duties as a full-time service submissive never falter.
Central to Levi’s submission is his unwavering devotion to his Mistress, a commitment that extends to the realm of cuckoldry. He embraces his role as a femdom cuckolding slut with unabashed enthusiasm, finding profound fulfillment in surrendering to his Mistress’s desires. Their relationship, built on a foundation of trust and mutual understanding, thrives on the interplay of power dynamics, each encounter strengthening their bond and deepening Levi’s submission.
For Levi, submission is not merely a lifestyle; it is a calling, a fundamental aspect of his being that shapes every facet of his existence. In the embrace of his Mistress, he finds not only solace but also purpose, a testament to the transformative power of love and devotion. As he continues to traverse the uncharted territories of his desires, Levi remains steadfast in his commitment to his Mistress and to the journey of self-discovery that lies ahead.
More: Read what Madam Nora Sinclair had to say about Levi in her post “Meet the FemdomU Magazine Team.”
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My Domme has a system,
A plan and a scheme,
For what I should do
With my wiggly beam.
"Point it up!"
"Point it down!"
"Point it over there!"
"Stop touching it, Levi."
"Don't even you dare."
She points and she orders,
She wiggles a finger,
And somehow my thoughts
Always seem to linger.
"Hands off."
"Stand still."
"Quit staring at it."
"You're acting like somehow
Your cock has a vote in it."
She says it belongs
To her and her alone.
I'm mostly convinced,
Though my cock likes to moan.
One day she announced,
With a wicked little grin,
"Today's Erection Direction.
Let the games begin."
She handed out orders
Like traffic control.
"North!"
"South!"
"East!"
"West!"
I was losing my soul.
She laughed as I shuffled
And turned all around,
Following directions
Like a hound on the ground.
Then she called in her friends
Just to witness the show.
They laughed at my posture
And the places I'd go.
"Now point toward Susan."
I turned with a squeak.
"Now point toward Brenda."
I couldn't speak.
"Now point toward nobody.
Face the damn wall."
Which somehow was the hardest
Direction of all.
At the end of the night
I was tired and sore,
From following orders
For several hours and more.
My Domme smiled proudly
And gave me a pat.
"Good boy. Much improved. Well, imagine that!"
So if you're a sub
And your Mistress decides
Your erection needs guidance
And proper confines,
Don't question the process.
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